George - 9.07.1999
Vreau sa-i multumesc ingerului meu pentru ca, timp de 8 luni de vietuire impreuna, m-a invatat sa iubesc frumos si neconditionat. Asa-mi iubesc sotul de atunci incoace, asa-mi iubesc fetitele, parintii, pe toti ai mei. Asa iubesc florile, cerul, soarele si oamenii. M-a invatat ce este cu adevarat important in viata. M-a trecut printr-o criza de constiinta care m-a purificat, m-a curatat de toate relele din mine. Dar el s-a dus. Ingerul meu, George. Si nu am sa stiu niciodata daca m-a iertat ca nu stiam sa iubesc cu adevarat.
Plang si acum cand vad un baietel pe strada si are varsta lui George. Sunt 9 ani de atunci, dar durerea e la fel de vie. Plang inauntrul meu, ca sa nu ma vada ai mei. Stii cum e sa plangi inauntru? Sa nu vada nimeni… Stiu de la luna la luna ce varsta are ingerul meu...9 ani si 2 luni... si 3 luni... si 4...
Imi spuneam ca n-o sa imbatranesc niciodata si totusi... s-a intamplat. Ma ninge timpul de cate ori ma gandesc la el si mai imbatranesc cu inca o iarna in suflet. Sunt 9 ierni in sufletul meu... si tot mai ninge...
In visele mele e iarna si ne tinem de mana. Dar el nu vorbeste niciodata cu mine si suntem imbracati in negru. Mereu e iarna si bate vantul. E tare frig, dar suntem impreuna...
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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